Life has been way toooo good to be true lately, there have been a few bumps in the road that i need to get off my chest…and where better than tumblr to vent. k so one of my best friends forever and ever from az got fatally hit by a car on her bike and passed away a month ago from last wed….i cant even begin to say how much it hurts my heart when i think of her….i know she is with heavenly father, but that whole concept is a lot easier to say than do…every day i miss her and my heart HURTS…like sometimes i cant breathe…so this was the start of the phsycho anxiety attack maddie….since kristen, i have been the WORST driver and passenger ever! Im so scared to die lately its the crasiest fear and i feel like its been taking over my thoughts…i know i shouldnt be afraid to die so im dedicating this day on tumblr to how beautiful life is….this is for u K!